estrogen sucks

I always seem to feel like complete crap before ovulation.  I can feel all of that estrogen building up and I am wavering between biting people’s heads off and feel just plain depressed.  Luckily, I haven’t had any crying jags, but I’m sure those will come.  Okay, I’m coming back to this post a couple hours later, and I have to report that tears have already made an appearance.  Damn it.

Going back to work was just peachy today.  (I know, the sarcasm probably isn’t coming across like I’d like it too…)  I think my boss’s New Year’s resolution was to BUG THE CRAP OUT OF ME as much as possible.  Ugh.  Luckily, he’ll be traveling Thursday and Friday, so I’ll get a break from his obnoxiousness.

Good news is I did get a couple bites on the resumes I sent out last week, and may have even lined up an interview for the end of this week.  Bad news is that DH is still negotiating with his hopefully future employer, but it may not work out after all.

I can’t really think about anything else except the fact that I’m super stressed, and that it’s cd13 and there is no indication (from cm anyway) that ovulation will happen soon.  That would just be lovely if I had another delayed ovulation because of stress.

AARGH!

And my temps have dropped again – into the 96’s again instead of the lovely (albeit still low) 97’s like last month.  Thank you stress.

Well, next week at least I get to see Dr. Jen again.  This is the doctor who does integrative medicine and who ordered all of the saliva tests/bloodwork/urine load test (for iodine).  I have the blood test results back, and am just hoping the others are finished before my appointment on the 13th.  I called the labs to check before making the appointment, and if they turn out not to be ready I’m going to have to reschedule.  I can’t afford to set two appointments, since I have to pay these out of pocket.  I did give myself a week buffer in case things were running late, so hopefully everything’s done…

I’m pretty sure there was something else I wanted to write about, but it escapes me at the moment.  Oh well, I need to go to bed anyway.  Nighty night everybody .

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